What My Parents Told Me

My Parents told me not to play outside,

and I did it anyway

My Parents told me not to sing the national-anthem at the high school basketball game,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me not to divorce the sorry loser,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me not to go to University,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me not to start the business,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me not to learn to play the instruments,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me not to paint the portraits,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me not to become a millionaire,

and I did it anyway

My parents told me to get the vaccine,

and I didn't

Why would I listen to them anyway?

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