So, I've taken a break from blogging as I recovered from my major Knee surgery in early March. However, I've been able to keep track of general thoughts that I feel are relevant to this and future posts on my personal blog. My recovery has been amazing, and the healing journey has been a great time of self reflection and rest. I'm back at it again and one thing has crept up on me; my inability to sleep through the night. I'm waking at 3AM again every single day, even if I don't go to bed until 1AM. Every single day is like a repetitive pattern, I rise, get my son around, drink (strong) coffee, we feed, and head out. At days end we return to the house, feed, and work on winding down for bed time. And every single night, after my son is in bed I read either kindle books on my tablet or Spiritual books. I'm always tired but I can never just close my eyes and go to bed. The catch 22 here is that when I utilize my full potential, do the work, read the books, put in o