I don't really have a title for this post. I've been absent for about one month. I truly needed some time to reflect on where I am, who I am, and why I am here. I've been spending a fair amount of time meditating, manifesting, focusing, and understanding. Since my last post my 3 year old son has decided that he no longer needed to sleep at night, so the many up until 4AM nights caught up to me. Finally, he is sleeping through the night again. However, he still enjoys testing me. Fortunately the more I focus on myself the more I am able to match him. I'm not going to lie to you, being a single working mother head of household one income mom to 2 dogs one of which is sick is very hard. My biggest struggle lately has been not so much as 'finding time' to focus on myself, but changing the way I spend my time. Our morning routine can be daunting if I'm not in a proper mental state. From the moment I wake up I am faced with a series of 'stay calm stay calm s