Learning how to navigate ones mind is exhausting, tricky, challenging, painful, and best of all - rewarding. I haven't had a sleepless night in weeks. Apparently reading books cover to cover is actually as exhausting as it seems. I'm not sure why I've been fearful to open up my mind. I had to do a lot of work in other areas of my life. I realized back in December that something about my actual thought process had to change. It never had anything to do with anything that I learned how to do. It has always been about deeper understanding. I once entertained the thought of becoming an Aeronautical Engineer. I loved being an SE for a local company and being responsible for ground communication between the radar systems and the aircraft just wasn't enough. I was hungry to know how the plane flew. I still wonder, and I have gravitated towards physics with an uncanny thirst for knowledge. It's just not enough for me anymore to only understand what's on the surface, I...